My Family

Family

I could not survive my days without my family and God of course!! Without him they would not be possible. My family means more to me then anything else in this world. Even my pride which is the one thing I have too much of. Letting this go in order to have my family will be key to my success.

Almost walking

Well my daughter is almost walking, she is pulling herself up on things like my coffee table and couch and now she is letting go for a few seconds to try and stand by herself. Today we went to this kiddie gym called Ocean 'N' Motion by where we live and she climbed up on this little merry go round toy-climbed up on it-literally pulled her self up on it. I was so amazed. I couldn't stop smiling. Well I can't wait, she follows me everywhere crawling. All of my rooms that we use on a normal basis are on the first floor so we are set when it comes to her safety and stairs. All we have to do is close the basement door. I am so excited! In the pic to the right Daddy caught her just as she was tipping back.

Bottom of the barrell

Literally... How does that happen you wake up one morning and your like is this really my life. I never understood how someone would want to hang on to their youth so badly but really if you think about it when you were younger you didn't have to worry about money, bills, or any responsibility except to get your homework done. I am applying for more work at home telecommuting jobs now in hope that something will bring me a steady paycheck... Until then?!! I am still not sorry I had my daughter-she is the light of my life!! My husband is pretty great too to hang in here the way he is!

My Angel

From the age of 7 I knew I wanted to be a mommy. I received a cabbage patch doll for Christmas and I understood the whole adoption thing with the certificate. I loved her, took care of her and brushed and styled her hair every day! It prepared me for what I thought would be how being a mommy should be. Well I was grown up and married and wanted a baby so bad and the doctor told me I was infertile. I almost died... literally. If it hadn't been for my best friend pulling me out of it, I would have been. She helped me to remain alive and told me that there are still a lot of things I could do. I was still heart broken but I proceeded to go to the infertility specialist and did cycle upon cycle of chlomid and finally conceived. I was so excited that I didn't know what to do and couldn't sleep. I had a rough pregnancy and tried not to over do it so I wouldn't do anything to jeopardize my pregnancy. It was a rough 36 weeks. My angel was born a month early and that 1st week of her life I thought I was going to die again... Her bilirubin levels kept rising, they had to keep her under a uv lamp so that she could expel the bilirubins and start to thrive. I suffered some postpartum depression I think from the stress of everything. Our whole lives changed and I didn't think anything would. I didn't think we would make it through and we did. Eight months later and stress upon stress I would not have changed anything about it. She is my beautiful angel sent from heaven above and she saved my life.

Work from home update

So to the people that have sold their souls to rip off the american people and then boast that they are making $10,000.00 dollars a month working from home, I would like to say one of these days you will get yours. Yes call us that want the same and click on your sites gullible all you want but hey who wouldn't want to make a lot of money. I know I could use it. I don't plan on selling my soul though. Or is that what it takes... Could I get that low - or is it smart to go that route and look after my family. Anyway I don't know I am torn. I will keep blogging hoping that by some miracle people actually sign up to follow my blog and then actually look at my blog and keep trying to sell avon so that I can make some good solid money...
visit my site: http://workathomestayathomemommyofone.com/
and if you want to buy avon click on the work at home page of this site and then my avon store link. Also when you get there click on shop my store please so that I get the credit for it.

Soul still in tact for now-FL

fourth of july

This is my baby girls 1st fourth of july celebration. We are going to take her to see the fireworks on base and we are going to a family cook out! It's going to be great!!! We were up at 4:30 this morning and out by 5:30 thinking we'd be able to go to the grocery store but nothing opened until 7a so we went to two grocery stores before realizing it and everything was closed. Didn't realize it might be because of the holiday though.. So then we ate breakfast did our grocery shopping put the food away at home then went to walk down at the river. It was a good morning. Our Daughter is really getting to be quite the stander, mover and shaker. She will be walking soon I just know it. I honestly can't wait. I may have an easier time losing weight when she can move more independantly.. Trying to keep up with her.

Knock Knock...Avon Calling

Another venture to try and bring in some income so I don't feel like a complete slouch!!! I have started selling Avon for extra income. The website is:
http://flockwood.avonrepresentative.com/
I chose to sell avon because they make and have high quality products that match up to name brand products we use every day but for recession friendly reasonable prices!

So next time you want to buy any every day product like make up, skin care, etc... Think of me your avon lady.

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